2 Months!!

Baby Girl,
We are now 2 months into the wait. I wish I could see you, I wish I knew how old you are right now, I rest in the fact that God knows exactly where you are, and He loves you more than I do. Since the wait is 2 to 2 1/2 years, and you will be about that age, I'm just imagining that you are about as old as our "wait." I have a friend who has a daughter about what your age might be (you guys will probably be best friends one day), and everytime I hold her girl, I can't help but think of you. Who is holding you? Are being taken care of? Are you smiling yet? Do you sleep well at night? Do you like to be held? We are already so in love, and we haven't even met you :) We decided to name you now so that we can pray for you specfically, instead of call you future daughter or sister. Maybe this time next month, we will have a name.... We hung the Philippine Flag up where you can see it everytime you walk upstairs. Austin and Brenden think about you everytime they go to play. You are already so much a part of this family. Not much has been going on since the last time I wrote so I just leave you with a couple of pictures of your brothers at this time.....

We are officially Pregnant!!!!!!

For some weird reason, I like to equate this adoption process to pregnancy. For the last year, it feels like we were "trying" to get pregnant, and now it has happened. The 2 blue lines have appeared. I am jumping up and down with excitiment, just like I did with my boys. Intercountry Adoption Board has approved us!! We are officially on the List of Approved Applicants. We will get a girl between the ages 24-36 months. Our official approval date is February 2, 2011. We are already a month closer. As of right now wait times are averaging 24-30 months. This wait time could get shorter or longer.

We had the opportunity this last month to visit Cebu City and Manilla, Philippines. We went there for an International Fellowship Meeting of Pastors and Missionaries. While there, I was so encouraged spiritually. I loved seeing the passion everyone had for God, and it challenged my own relationship with Him. But also, while I was there, I fell in love with the Philippines. The people, the country, the spirit. We picked that country to adopt from because it was the only country we had total peace with, and the adoption program was very stable. Now, if you ask me, why the Philippines, itt's because I LOVE the Philippines. Our daughter will always know where she came from, the most generous, giving, humble group of people I have ever met, and I hope we teach her to keep that spirit from her country alive here! I already miss being there, being around the people there.

We also saw some pretty heartbreaking things.... kids sleeping on the sidewalk, begging on the streets, including a deformed little girl, walking in the middle of the crazy busy traffic, begging. That's what she does day in and day out. Do the people that take that money from her, even love her? I saw tons of tin huts, and young women prostituting themselves out to old white men. My heart breaks for these people, and I pray that though this life is hard from them, they somehow will hear about the love of a Savior! I also thank God that he will use me and my family, to save one child from that life.

Somewhere out there is our little girl. I pray for her mom, I pray that someone is showing her love. I pray she knows about Jesus, and the sacrifice He made. I pray for the people that our now taking care of our daughter. I pray they love her. And I pray for our daughter. I pray she grows healthy and happy wherever she is, until it's time for her to come home.

5 Months and Waiting.... Not so Patiently

I found this post it note on Austin's bed. That pretty much sums up how we are all feeling right now. It has been 5 months today since we submitted our paperwork, and we are still waiting for approval from the Philippine ICAB. (Average is 1-3 months) We found out that they want us to work on something, even though we already meet their requirements. Adoption is unpredictable, one of the first things I have learned. So we are working on it...I was hoping we would be approved by the time we traveled to the Philippines in a few weeks, but that doesn't look like that will happen. I just wanted to KNOW that we were going to be approved for a girl, but insteading of KNOWING, I will have to trust the One who does know :) We still live our life, and alot has happened in the last month. I am hoping my next post will be announcing that we are officially on the wait list!!!!

Brenden turned 5!

CHRISTMAS!!

We went to Sea World!!

The boys got to visit their cousins.

We rang in the new year!


Hoping 2011 brings us some good news :)

3 MONTHS and Counting....

Our dossier was approved and sent to the Philippines August 26. We now wait for the approval of the ICAB (Intercountry Adoption Board) in the Philippines. Average approval time is 1-3 months...we are now at 3.5 months, so I like to think of us as above average. I'm not obsessing about it, but I would say that I am a little anxious. They could not approve us altogether (though that rarely happens) or they may not approve our age and gender request...this is what I am more anxious about. I then remember God's word saying, Be anxious for NOTHING, but in EVERYTHING by prayer and supplication with THANKSGIVING let your requests be made known unto God. Knowing God has everything in control, and nothing surprises Him, I choose to trust Him to guide our lives and timing. So while we wait...we LIVE. Here are pictures of some of what has been happening the last few months...

At the fair.....



Brenden had his second season of soccer and got to play with all of his best friends.


Casen turned 2....


We picked the perfect pumpkin...


Halloween with my ninja, batman, and fighter!




Austin had his 6th season of soccer, but first competitively.


My sister and I went to our first Texas game...


Thanksgiving weekend....Austin LOVED this.



Silver Dollar City!


We got some snow on Thanksgiving day, but that did not prevent the boys from going for a ride!



Decorated our tree....


And now we continue to wait...and live! :)

Dossier is Finished!!!!!

This week, I worked extra hard finishing our dossier, and what a HUGE relief to have it finished and sent to our agency. I feel like we are one step closer to our little girl, and as soon as the Philippine governement approves us, I think I will then allow myself to be really excited!!!

All of our requirements:

Austin's Picture he made

Brenden's Picture